AIR.AROUND.

It's a lonely thing,
Awake late at night.

There's so many things I'd like to say,
But never once have I had the courage to pour them out.
I'd rather build walls around,
Blame every other thing,
Every other person.

I keep them all inside me,
Occasionally cracking apart and loosing some parts of me.

I disappoint people,
Break their hearts,
Shatter their faith.

I'm sorry.

Sometimes I just want to be alone.
Really alone,
In my room.

I'm sorta used to it?
Maybe.
....................
I've found myself a job.
I'm going to have a cat!
Courtesy of JX.
I've gotta focus on my art.

Everything is changing for me.
The only constant is change.

Jolly well,
Move with the times.

Hah.
I'm changing.